| Kelly McGhee
is bustling around his office, setting up the day's operations. It's
8:20 on a Thursday morning. A half-dozen probation officers, wearing
identical sand-colored military pants and black combat boots, wander
in and out, briefing McGhee on case details as they formulate a hit
list of 10 probationers and decide which ones to go after first.
A compact,
blond-haired, blue-eyed 18-year veteran of the Sacramento County
Probation Department, McGhee heads the 6-month-old "response
team." It's the department's version of a police SWAT team,
a precision-trained crew of seven aggressive officers who track
down probationers gone AWOL and barge into homes knowing they quite
possibly are bursting into a den of drug dealers. Three of the seven
are sure shots, instructors at the Probation Department's shooting
range.
Kelly Gould
wanders in, papers in hand, memorizing a drivers license photograph.
Gould, a 35-year-old native Iowan who took three months off last
winter to train police forces in Kosovo, is the team's only female
member. She laughs at the photo of a 17-year-old meth addict, who
has her hair swept to one side and a decided pout on her lips.
"Cindy
Crawford," she nicknames the teen, wanted for violating probation.
"It's funny. We have DMV photos, and they look like this. But
when you finally find them, they're virtually unrecognizable,"
prematurely aged by meth use.
By 9:30, Gould
is headed for North Sacramento to do a drive-by of her suspect's
last known address. Her teammates are doing the same, checking to
see if their targets are home before they begin busting down doors.
 In an apartment
complex across town, Terri smokes her first meth, or "crank,"
of the day. As she expertly waves a butane lighter beneath the glass
bowl of her pipe, her
10-month-old son plays in a walker on the living room floor.
Timothy has
just learned to crawl and, given the chance, he motors around the
house, exploring. There are photographs of Timothy in every room,
a baby's first-year calendar in the kitchen to mark his milestones
and an assortment of toys stashed in his room and the living room.
He is the first child of Terri and her companion, Paul.
At 9:36, Gould's
two-way radio crackles. It's another probation officer calling the
crew to a meeting behind a shuttered credit union. Terri and Paul
are home. It's time to meet. As the fleet of shiny, new cars pulls
into the parking lot, the team is joined by two social workers from
Child Protective Services. If the parents are dealing, the baby
probably will be taken into protective custody and placed in foster
care.
By 10:20, the
team has been briefed and is in place. The probationer, Paul, who
has prior convictions for meth use and sales, has been overheard
threatening to throw Terri off their second-floor balcony for smoking
his drugs. Paul's probation officer says the addict has tested "dirty"
for crank twice in recent months. He passes around Paul's DMV photo.
"He's
tall, blond. Beach-boy-looking guy," says the probation officer.
"He's
got all his teeth," observes one team member.
"For now,"
another cracks.
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Sacramento
probation officers Kelly Gould and Steve McKee routinely track
down probationers, knowing that most likely a day's work will
include bursting into the homes of drug dealers. Meth dealers
are an increasing part of the drug scene. At this home, the
probationer was cooperative and no drugs were found.
Bee Photographer- Hector Amezcua |
Terri has her
own history with crank. Three times she has been placed on informal
probation. Twice she was caught with meth in her possession, and
once she was found under the influence of the drug. At 22, her teeth
are beginning to blacken, her body beginning to sag. As the probation
team approaches, Terri and Paul are on their balcony chatting with
a friend, who also is on probation. Behind them, Timothy plays in
his walker, sucking on a disposable bottle of formula and gnawing
on an animal cracker.
At 10:27 a.m.,
guns drawn, the probation team closes in.
"Freeze,"
orders one officer.
Terri bolts
into the apartment, but Paul throws his hands in the air. He knows
the game is over.
Inside the
two-bedroom apartment, nine probation officers and two social workers
fall into a familiar routine. Two beefy officers begin searching
the adults' bedroom for signs of narcotics as Gould strip searches
Terri and questions her. She admits smoking crank earlier and she's
got more dope on her, but she denies dealing. Paul has some crank
on him, a baggie of chunks the size of puffed rice but with the
waxy, yellow appearance of bar soap.
At first, the
only other evidence officers find is Terri's pipe, now cold. It
has been shoved beneath a tan ottoman in the living room, a few
feet from Timothy's walker.
It's 10:45
a.m. The baby stares up at the strangers. He doesn't appear afraid,
just curious. His father sits handcuffed on a recliner a few feet
to Timothy's left. His mother and a family friend face him on the
couch. They, too, are handcuffed and sitting awkwardly.
McGhee, himself
the father of two children, 11 and 15, drops to one knee to soothe
the baby. "Hi there," he says, a smile crinkling the corners
of his eyes. "Hi, little guy."
Timothy stares
at him expressionless. But Timothy's mother suddenly realizes what
is about to happen. "No!" she wails, her face dissolving
into tears. "Please don't take my baby away."
The officers'
faces are like masks. They've heard it so many times. In the Central
Valley, more than 20,000 children are living in foster care: more
than 6,000 in Sacramento County, 733 in Stanislaus County and more
than 3,000 in Fresno County. The vast majority of them are from
drug homes, and most have parents who are addicted to meth. CPS
workers remove children like Timothy every day.
Paul leans
forward, eyes bleary from drugs. "Hi, baby," he says,
smiling. "Daddy loves you." Timothy's face breaks into
a dimpled smile. He kicks his feet and waves his arms wildly. "Da
Da Da," he cries, gleefully.
McGhee turns
away.
At 26, Paul
has been addicted to crank for years and sent to jail at least twice.
By now, he's used so long he's not quite sure of time anymore. "I
can only stay up maybe two or three days," he says, shaking
his head. "You start hallucinating. You go without eating for
long periods of time. Oh my God, it tears you up. Ages your body.
You start picking at things that aren't there. It's the worst."
Paul and Terri
met three years ago when she was living with Paul's dealer. It had
been a bad relationship. She was glad to escape. Paul took her to
a bar a couple of times. They smoked crank together.
"It was
convenient," Paul says. Beyond the drugs, though, there's "not
much" of a relationship. They argue constantly. They were clean
together only once, for a short period right before Timothy was
born. Paul had been released from jail; she'd been living with his
parents. He got a decent job; they got an apartment. Then he met
a guy at the county's probation work project who got him high on
crank. In less than a month from the time of his jail release, Paul
was spiraling downward.
Terri followed.
She had used for years and lost one pregnancy with Paul to a miscarriage
that he suspected was because of crank. Paul was in jail when she
discovered she was pregnant again. He thinks she smoked crank while
she carried Timothy, too, but she denies it.
"He's
the cutest baby in the whole world," says Paul, shaking his
head sadly. "I wish I could have been a better father for him.
. . . I tried to do good for my son. I just got caught up in this
dope s*** again."
He spouts reservations
about Terri's mothering skills: "Yeah, she's a good mom --
when she's not using." Then he reconsiders. "I've never
known her to be clean long enough to know how she would act under
normal circumstances." And when she comes down from a high,
he says, she worries him. "I hear the baby, and I'm up right
away. But she isn't. She lets him cry. It bothers me."
It has been
about 30 minutes since the team burst in. In the back bedroom, senior
probation officer Michael Brooks is digging through the garbage.
He finds a dozen or more tiny pieces of thin plastic, twisted and
torn, but empty. Nearby is a box of unused sandwich baggies.
Brooks thinks
the shreds of baggies, or "bindles," indicate a dealer.
But he can't find the dope or any money. Terri's got a fresh $20
bill in her wallet; Paul has three crisp twenties in his. But that's
all the money in the apartment. Brooks keeps digging. On the other
side of the room, senior probation officer Steve McKee digs through
a pile of Terri's clothing.
Gould returns
from her car where she has grabbed a Valtox chemical kit to test
the drugs. Officers want to make sure what they suspect is meth
is, in fact, the drug. She sets the kit up in the bathroom, balancing
it on a strip of counter amid Terri's lotions and makeup.
To her right,
the toilet lid is closed. Officers checked the toilet after they
got inside, suspecting that Terri had tried to flush her drugs when
she bolted from the patio. They found nothing. Since then, though,
Terri has used the toilet. A probation officer asks Gould if he
can use the restroom, then laughs and backs out. A baggie of drugs
floats on top of the water in the toilet.
A "twompsack,"
Paul calls it -- $20 worth of crank, enough to keep the average
meth user buzzing for up to eight hours.
 At 11:30 a.m.,
convinced that Timothy's well-being
is endangered, CPS workers place him in protective custody. As Terri
again begins to sob, tossing her mane of blond hair and gasping
for breath, one social worker steps forward, deftly plucks Timothy
from his walker, pivots and walks out.
"My inhaler,"
Terri gasps. "My asthma. I can't breathe."
McGhee retrieves
Terri's inhaler from the back bedroom, where McKee has turned his
attention to the closet and Brooks is digging through a bedside
table. In minutes, McKee hits pay dirt.
In a sandwich-sized,
Dodger-blue, zippered makeup bag are two more glass pipes, a portable
scale and more than a half-dozen baggies of meth, all packaged for
sale. McGhee gives the order to call for a major-narcotics investigator
to help catalog the evidence.
The drug detective
estimates Paul and Terri's stash to be worth between $400 and $600
-- roughly 1 to 1.5 ounces of crank.
On the nightstand,
Brooks finds a jar of MSM, a veterinary substance used by horseshoers
to increase joint flexibility and by meth dealers to dilute their
product. On a small table nearby sits a crude pipe made from an
old baby food jar and a credit union pen.
"In all
likelihood, we interrupted them as they split up" to sell,
Brooks says.
By noon, the
telephone is ringing incessantly. The first few times, Brooks answers,
trying to ferret out information on potential customers. But the
calls are so frequent he quits answering. Just after noon, the first
of two major-narcotics investigators arrives. Gould has parked herself
at the kitchen table and is handling a seemingly endless stream
of paperwork: three individual arrest reports for the jail, separate
reports for the Probation Department because each of the three is
on probation, supplemental reports to forward to the Sheriff's Department
on the new meth-dealing case.
McGhee passes
out Diet Pepsi and Seven-Up to quiet grumbling stomachs and cancels
a 1:30 p.m. appointment. In the back bedroom, McGhee tries to tune
out Terri's renewed sobbing. This time it is triggered by the sound
of a neighbor baby wailing for attention.
"I have
a 2-year-old at home," McKee says. "And the saddest thing
for me is to hear the moms cry. As adults, they make their own choices.
But the child doesn't have a choice. That's what's sad."
The trio on
the couch is exhausted and uncomfortable. A probation officer checks
Paul's handcuffs to see if they are too tight. McGhee calls Paul
into the baby's room to see if he wants to chat.
"Oh God,"
Paul moans. "It's hell. That s*** controls your life. Nothing
matters. You'll sell anything for it. I wish I could have gotten
help instead of going to jail."
He shakes his
head and leans against his son's Tigger-decorated crib.
An hour later,
he is again called into Timothy's room, this time by the major-narcotics
investigator who wants Paul to give up his dealer in exchange for
a lesser charge.
"Terri,
I'm taking the heat for all of this," he announces as he returns
from the baby's room and slumps into the recliner. "All the
dope, all the pipes are mine. Everything in the house is mine. I
don't want you to go to jail."
Terri sniffles
in appreciation. Her eyes are red and puffy; her blond hair hangs
in strings. But she can hear Gould and others talking in the kitchen,
consulting on the arrest reports. The family friend will face a
charge of associating with known felons. Terri and Paul will face
charges of possession for sale, a felony that could send Terri to
prison and mean the eventual loss of her son.
As she begins
to sob anew, Paul pleads with Gould.
"Is there
any way you can pin it on me?" he asks. "Because my son
needs a parent."
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